I'm Renee Zellweger!

Well not exactly, nor entirely! As a matter of a fact, I'm not even a female.

However, . . . . . .

In the never ending quest to understand one's self, I've had an epiphany.

There is a part of me that is similar to her character in Jerry Maguire.





I seek to be inspired. Inspiration drives my spirit. It makes sense that I love cultural places and things. It makes sense that I love music, and poetry, and people who are passionate about something in their life. That passion is so vibrant that they don't even have to say a word. It is a bright light that is almost glorious. Regal even.

And I am attracted to that light much like a moth to a flame. And when if that light goes out, so does my interest.

That is what makes some of my relationships difficult to last. So now that I know this, now I have to find something else to grasp.

We all have things in relationships that we hold on to, and some of those things are stronger than others. When inspiration dies, work doesn't.

Inspiration, to me, was tangible. But I think I need something with a much longer half-life.